There are many days that I wish I could be pregnant and have an easier time of having children but then there are days that I look at my sweet Baylee and want to cry because I am the luckiest mommy in the WORLD!!! She is super sweet and loving and it melts my heart when she crawls up on the couch next to me and asks me to hold her. I love how she makes me laugh at the silly little things she does, for example she is walking around the house in only her panties and high heels and thinks she looks absolutely beautiful. Yes I get frustrated and tired, but those emotions only last a moment. Everything that Jon and I have gone through on our journey for children has been worth every second we have with Baylee. This second adoption is different from Baylee's in so many ways yet the emotions of it all is the same. I am excited about the arrival of Baby Girl just as much as when we found out about Baylee, and at the same time I am just as sad that my joy results in someone else's sadness. This time around my excitement is not only for my self but for Baylee and the fact that she is going to get a little sister to love and enjoy. She is always talking about her baby sister and how she will get to hold her. When ever I talk about someone coming over to our house she gets excited and asks "they hold my baby sister" I am so lucky to have her and get to enjoy her excitement in life. I am going to say it again I am the luckiest mommy in the WORLD!!!!!!!!!!
